protected posts from now on

and no one will be on my list that lets people read the protected entries, maybe.

this will be shut to the public thus expelling me out of all means. 

no one will know whats going on in my life, no one will know what i'm going through, and no one will know what had happened.

and i will return, when i feel like that things are considerably better. 

understood?  good.

bye.  zai jian.